Monday, April 5, 2010

Living The Life

Ok, back again and gonna try to stay consistent. Benn a lot going on and I'm sure a LOT more to come. I've experienced "Living The Life" in more ways than I ever imagined! Nobody has ever successfully documented the process of "making it" (at least not to my knowledge). It seems like they always manage to leave out the less desireable details. Things like having to sleep in your car, taking bird bath's in restaurants in between studio sessions, and going to lunch with millionaire's and only ordering a salad because you can't afford anything else. So much goes into "living the life" that people don't realize...it sucks cause when your "on" it's a whirlwind of compliments and stabs in the back...all numbed by the euphoria of the world knowing your name. I am in the middle of the battle...in a constant state of building & rebuilding the empire I dream of every day and night. I am a songwriter whose primary income is derived from the film industry (to the dismay of actual actors), imagine the irony in that! LOL as painful as it all has been I love every heartbreaking moment of this process. Because, I know the more I go through things that average people never do, I will experience a success that average people will never see. I hope everyone who thrust themselves into the fire of dreamscapes comes out successful having realized their hearts desire's. 

-- Sent from my Palm Pre

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